Angryjellyblob1
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I, Matthew aka "Angryjellyblob1", here by resign from the Shadow Of Vengeance [SoV] clan. I'm just going to start this off by saying that I'm completely doing this without editing it or thinking it out before hand, I'm just jumping right into it. I'm sure that most people who are reading this probably have already forgotten about me but still... I must resign for the reason that I'm just not a gamer anymore. After my multi month hiatus from the SoV clan and gaming in its entirety I have very little desire to play games as often or with as much enthusiasm as before, this is because of my pursuit for greater knowledge of mathematics and for a better job in the programming industry which has been my dream for years, because of this constant learning I realized a problem, video games have a tendency to take over my life to the point that it’s a problem, don't get me wrong though! My time playing with the SoV clan a long time ago was my highlight of my day, but I always had the problem of playing too much which is caused by my multiple mental problems where I just can't focus when I know that there is something more enjoyable to do with my time, like when I would take time practicing integral calculus I would think "oh X is online in the teamspeak! I should play with them instead" than I would keep playing and having fun to the point that I could think "I should practice my math or C++ (programming language) to be more productive! Nah this is to fun" which would cause a feedback loop of wanting to practice but would rather just have fun. So I decided to take a break for a while, I completely wiped my computer and replaced Windows 10 with Arch Linux which has little to no game support for Steam or Origin, than I would just practice my work for a while. After about a month of being on Arch Linux and being completely isolated from games I lost my dependency on them which actually changed my life for the better, I actually started getting more healthy mentally and physically and quickly learned so much! After a few months I completely forgot about my gaming life including SoV, It all came crashing back to me months later when I needed to install windows 10 for a program that’s only on Windows. Later my friend Justin called me up skype saying "hey you want to play something?" I gave in and joined him, we had some fun than I got off, every now and then (like once or twice a week) we would play something. Two days ago Justin invited me to play some Garry's Mod with him, we played for about 40 minutes and to my surprise I got a message from Aleksa saying something on the lines of "Look who isn't dead " which quickly made me remember the clan and all the fun I had, I told her that I would play with y'all tomorrow. Tomorrow comes and I join the TS and go right to the AFK room and just sit there, I kept thinking that I should just join a channel and just start playing games but in my head I was just thinking "I really just have no desire to play games anymore, I just don't really want to" I turn off my computer and go to bed never leaving the AFK room. While trying to sleep I thought to myself "Will I ever have the amount of want/desire to play as I used too?" as I was laying down I pondered this question to try to think of myself as a gamer again, but I just couldn’t. I have too much stuff that because of how my brain works and ADHD/ADD that I just couldn’t do. I'm sorry to everyone for not staying up to the standards for being part of the clan, thank you for giving me the most fun during my last moments of being a gamer. I'm sorry if anyone is mad or disappointed in me for abandoning the clan for months with no word from me, I do have a slight history of leaving for a while and reappearing but never to the scale of just recently. I may also just stop gaming completely, like not even like a twice a week thing anymore, And I know I was never truly a large member of the clan and I know I wasn't really too memorable, and I don't quite know how to end this post off (I never did good in reading/writing class) Goodbye to everyone who remembered me.
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I'm going to be inactive for a few days because for the past 4-5 days or so I've been getting these killer headaches and I've found they've come when I get on the computer so I'm going to take a short hiatus from being on the computer all together, I'll be gone for anywhere from 1-5 days just to give my eyes a break from the computer. I feel bad for not being able to be with the clan but honestly these headaches hurt so bad I cant get anything done school/work wise. Sorry, Angryjelly
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It's a yes from me.
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Sure
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My mom watches it and every now and than I catch a few episodes, It seems like a brilliant show.
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Thanks guys! 3 more to go!
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Woot! 7 more to go!
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No, I have both a SSD and HHD but I only listed the important stuff and yeah I wasn't smart enough just to hold off a few months and get the 10 series cards for about the same price (the 1080 is the same price as a single msi gaming addition 980 ti was when I bought it, I completely regret not waiting) Whenever anyone of my friends need help getting a new computer I always recommend building one rather than buying pre built because of the price difference. When I was much younger I bought a alienware 17 and today I realize that I could have built a better system for the same price, screw pre built
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This is a little late now that my PC is about 9 months old, but I might as well share it to y'all! The main stuff; I chose the i5 - 6600k as my CPU than I cranked it up to about 4.40 GHz. I went with 2 Gtx 980 ti (msi gaming edition) because at the time they were killer cards and the 10 series was not released yet. I got the ridicules 32gb of DDR4 ram because I had a little extra money. For my rig I got the simple Asus Z-170-A board. For the monitor I got a Asus ROG SWIFT PG278Q 27" Monitor with a resolution of 2560x1440 (1440p) with a max refresh rate of 144hz and 1ms response rate with Nvidia G-Sync And to tie it all together a closed loop h100i Cpu water cooler. With all of this I can play battlefield 1 at 1440p with all ultra settings with a reasonable 100 ~ 120 Fps, Well worth the $2500 ( <----- at the time) it costed to build this sucker. For anyone planning on getting a new PC make sure to build it at home (before hand watch many (So many) tutorials on the internet To be sure you know what you're doing) because it's much cheaper than just buying it prebuilt, I saved anywhere between $500-$700 for buying the parts and building it at home. <3
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I completely understand, I'll make sure not to push it if someone doesn't friend me back.
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This thread is for posting your Steam/origin name for everyone to find! This will be very use full for people that are new and need to find some people to play with (like me <3). So go ahead and post your Steam/Origin names below for everyone to see! Origin: Angryjellyblob1 Steam: Angryjellyblob1 Steam profile link Here
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Speaking of, My origin is Angryjellyblob1 and Steam Is also Angryjellyblob1 so... i'd be great if you'd friend me <3
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Hey thanks! where do I see how many votes I have? I doubt I have many yet but I'm still curious.
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Closest game I've ever played. wow.
